Started on a dark blue sky, grey covered, warm inside, early morning day in 2026.
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It's loud out there.
[a note inside a note]
Today I woke up too late, rushed to shower. Not the type of rush that is directed and saves time, but the type that makes you walk from your room to the bathroom back and forth 5 times. Skipped breakfast, only drank some supplements one AI summary recommended to me and some water. If I left then I would've been on time to work. I didn't though, I think I played guitar for 30 minutes, and so I was 30 minutes late to work.
Rush
A picture I took while studying in my parent's garden 2018.
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Weird phase in my life all this, but none of the phases except my early childhood felt normal. I feel like I lost something along the way and never found it again. Reminds me of this one time I had a dream where I finally had the chance to talk to something. I don't remember what it was but I just remember waking up frantically realizing no words were coming out of my mouth.
I would be forever grateful if you could reach out your hand and touch mine here. In this void... I will hear whatever you yell out here, I promise.
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If you leave something to get back at you with I might even do that. No promises though, I get overwhelmed and I'm already neglecting connections that I've had for ages, it's not personal though.